Monday 1995 boredom is the enemy. boredom and lonliness can make me do things that i otherwise would not do. I get drunk when i'm bored, and i take drugs only when i'm really bored. if my dating life consisted of nothing more than having someone to watch movies and talk with- then I'd probably be content and less self-destructive. what we all want and what few of us can have: a good friend who you are 100% comfortable with. there's more to life than this- you know that there's more to life... Today feels like a John Woo movie to me, and I'd rather be having an LA Story sort of day... so you crank it, crank it up. and maybe if it's loud enough, it'll take you to that other place, that mystic and magical place deep (but not so deep) inside you. the place that makes you cry (but only in that place). the place that's becoming more and more of who i am. it transforms and trancends and tears me up when I'm not looking. want to take a peek? sorry, no tourists allowed. ...