*dream* this has to be one of those unbreakable rules in life- "always want something you can't have" appreciate beauty that you'll never be able to touch, hold dear a friendship that will be gone in a few months... you'll create a sculpture in your mind that will live with you the rest of your days- and after all reality has faded and gone- what's left is memory.. more precious for having stayed at arms distance, a dream never realised...